Please just stay with me. Fear of the dark. I want you to hold me in your arms, please, make me forget how much everything can turn out badly so fastly. I need your presence, which makes me feel better, look at your wonderful smile. It makes me hope that one day, everything could be better. As a flickering light at the end of a tunnel, as a sunshine after the hurricane. I' m tired to pretend, to pretend everything is alright. Please don' t leave me. Hug me, calm me down, relieve me, I can' t sleep anymore without your words. Such easier. I don' t have anything I could give you, I only have my irrational fears, my inexplicable tears and my blood-stained nails. I need your shoulder, your hands, and the way you listen to me. Change terryfies my thoughts. I want to move forward without let anyone behind. And above all, I' m afraid to be deserted. I used to like my loneliness but it' s over now, every hour without being close to them I love is like an anvil which does weigh on my mood. Just your way to comfort me, to make me believe in better days faces my silences which mean more than a long speech. Talk to me, again and again, each of your words makes me feel a bit more nimble, and my thoughts less heavy. I miss her today, she left me maybe too early, but I know she deeply loved me and this idea is enough to make me forget my poisoned thoughts and to try to smile, to foresee the future with less scare. Never forget every feature of your face, every word you said, every laugh I heard. One day, everything could be better, let' s wait. But I' m still afraid, scared with this unbearable anxiety which makes me suffocate.
